June 6th, 2022

Hello again. I haven't been writing much because I've been keeping busy for the most part, and also there hasn't been much going on in terms of work. Yesterday I went fishing for the first time in two months since moving to a fishing resort, so that was long overdue. Caught myself 2 and a half foot salmon, but he didn't feel that heavy. From the side he looks big but head on he's a little on the smaller side, but I guess that's what happens when the big fish in the area are consistently fished. I feel weird working here because I feel like it should be against my moral code to be working at a place like this that supports and encourages the behaviours it does. Mass hunting of some kind, encourages drinking and feeds alcoholism, adultry among the staff members, internal politics and gossip. All these things I hate and yet here I am, living and working amongst it all. Do I have no values?